Tomorrow Better be Better

September 21st 2010
Ma: Oh, hey Zack!
S: Oh, hey Maria!
Ma: Its been a while, hasnt it!?
S: Hell yeah, hows it going?
Ma: Well, I'm sorry in advance if this email turns out to be a piece of crap. I havent been in the best mood lately.
S: Why? Whats wrong?
Ma: Well I mean Cole is back in that 'lets forgive Claire and be friends with her' mood again, and I know that we're just setting ourselves up for more shit. Tommy is being made fun of at school from some asshole who is always saying shit about our family. I met his teacher, Ray, and he is the creepiest man ever. He said we had to talk alone, and when we did he told me to go into the confereance room. He was forcing me against the wall and said "dont be scared, theres a surrpise in that room that you need to see." He said "I know you know Zack Love. He's waiting in there and he wanted it to be a surprise." But I didnt believe him. But thats not even it, Zack. I miss you so much. And I feel so far away from you, I feel non existant, I feel like I'm DYING.
S: Dont worry about Cole, I think he's learned, and if he hasnt he'll learn one day. Be careful around Tommy's teacher, but dont be too scared because I know its nothing you cant handle. I know you miss me, but I told you no matter what, I would always love you. It doesnt matter if we're together or if we arent, I love you. And I know sometimes it doesnt feel that way but its true.
Ma: :( Tits or GTFO. I want to be able to hear you, but i'm just typing words that you will never, ever see.
S: Well keep writing to me. It's been a while and thats your problem rihgt there. You have to keep writing. For you. For me. Just do it, and I promise you'll feel better.
Ma: I hope your right, Zack.
S: Oh I am. Tell me some positive things that have been happening to you.
Ma: I CAN HAVE SEX AGAIN! Yeah, Cole is starting to walk a lot more and I'm not getting pregnant anymore! :) Finally, I feel like a normal 22 year old... well, somewhat normal anyway.
S: You wont be 22 for long.
Ma: I KNOW MY BIRTHDAY IS IN LIEK 2 DAYS!!! COLE BETTER BE PLANNING SOMETHING AMAZING! :D
S: Yepp, Friday is your birthday and tomorrow is Wednesday which means...
Ma: A year ago I learned that you had left.
S: I'm sorry about that.
Ma: I know you are. It's all good. Everything happens for a reason, right?
S: RIGHT! Just keep writing, Maria.
Ma: I will. But I gotta go... hehehehe I wanna GET IT ON WITH COLE. JK but I really gotta go to bed.
S: *laughs* Alright, Maria. Goonight.
Ma: BYE ASS HOLE.

Yupp. I thought I'd pretend we're talking so it feels more like we're talking.