Bonjooour.
"everytime i try to reach you i always seem to fail. you have taken not just me for granted but the world your living in. you are a drug. i cannot quit you. you are a drug. im still waiting for you. your not in love but i still need to hold on to you. what have i gotten into? everytime i get a taste of you it keeps me wanting more. it seems as though you speak to me as if it is a chore. i know im fighting for something but what am i fighting for? you are a drug. i cannot quit you. you are a drug. im still waiting for you. your not in love but i still need to hold onto you. what have i gotten into? this world has past me by, and oyur not here and i dont know why. youve lost your smile but we can try to bring it back to life. you are a drug i cannot quit you. you are a drug im still waiting for you. your not in love but i sitll need to hold on to you what have i gotten into. you are a drug.. i cannot quit you. you are a drug... im still waiting for you. you are a drug... but i still need to hold onto you. what have i gotten into?"
Someones depressed. That would be secondhand serenade speaking to you live from Chicago. I like typing things as i listen to them because then i get to type fast and the keyboard sounds cool. Its what I do when im bored. Its what ill be doing until Ivy and Lily get the hell out of me. We have nothing to do now but wait.
Okay, so at week 33, which is how pregnant i am- im supposed to figure out whos gunna be in the delivery room with me. Umm, NOBODY PLEASE. Okay, so Cole can be there. And the nurse. But thats IT. The whole idea of someone standing by you while your pushing something out of your vag is kind of awkward..
We also have to figure out what we're gunan bring to the hospital. Um, like a million diapers and bottles and toys and teddies and books and snacks, cause we're gunna have 4 kids and a Tommy. OH, AND THE CAMERA. I have to take pictures of my ugly wrinkly daughters. Cause lets face it.. newborns are definitly NOT cute. But when the come out of there, they better have my face. Cause Im sick and tired of everyone being like "Oh my, your babies look just like theyre dad." Shut. up. please. I want babies that look like ME. Cause lets face it, Im gorgeous.
And now we have to plan ANOTHER baby shower. Does that mean the babies are going ot have more clothes than they already have now? Everywhere you look theres a dress, or jeans, or little hair clips. So. many. clothes. Ill admit, I went a little overboard with that.
NOW OFF OF THE TWINS, AND ONTO DAUGHTER #1- SKYE. Shes 9 months old!!
She already crawls, so shes ahead of the game. This month, she'll be able to stand! Maybe. With support from us of course. Im excited for that, but so soon? Shes just a little baby, and shes going to walk soon? She'll start talkign soon, too.. I cant wait to hear her first word :D :D :D :D Oh, Im going to miss the excitement of the first year in a year.. then the twins will be walking and everything..
Maybe we should try and give Zack a brother?
Hm, I wonder what Cole would say if I asked him.
Heres some more Skye for you. 


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