My dearest ZackLove,
Oh, things have been fucked lately. I dunno why man, but we're all missing you so fricken much. Maybe its because It's August 3rd.. and August 6th marks our 1 year annaversary. Or as Tommy calls it ...the "I've been depressed for a year day" <--- and THAT really depresses me. Cause I can believe it.
He's ten years old. And he's depressed. Poor kid.
BUT, I AM WRITING TO YOU AGAIN, SO THAT MEANS WE'RE DEFINITLY MAKING SOME PROGRESS. (and my eyes are dry ;)
Here are some positive things:
-The twins are both smiling :)
- We're all at home now! (theres a down side to that- my sleep cycle is fucked)
- I'm skinny :D
One fish, two fish, red fish, blue fish. I have so many fishies in my ocean.
SO, heres the deal. I basiclly write about my life in THREE different places.
1) My journal
2) Emails to you
3) My.. blog?
So yeah, I decided I'd make a blog at 3:30am yesterday. I've tried before. It DID NOT work out. But I'm trying again. This time I WILL SUCCEED.
I really hate the way hotmail looks now.
THE WORDS I WRITE TO YOU HAVE TO MAKE A REALLY LONG LINE BEOFRE THEY GO ON TO THE SECOND LINE. EVERYTHING I'VE WRITTEN IN CAPLOCKS HAS BEEN IN ONE LINE. See what I mean? Thats freaking annoying. I think I'm better off
always
making
new
lines.
Okay, so heres the deets on my fishies. Lets be orginized. This is gonna be a LOONNG email. Good thing, too. I really need to write to you. Gotta get more hope in my soul.
If you yawn to long, your soul might fly out.
Okay, back on track.
Cole: is the positive side of me. Cause things have been hella hard around here lately, and he just gives me lots of hugs and kisses and says happy things until I smile. And thats pretty good for him, cause a lot of the time he focuses on him, and ONLY him when he has a problem. And even through all this Claire shit that he's going through, he's helping us. (Us being me and Tommy... maybe even Cole himself a little) We all really miss your presence. But Cole. He's holding me up there. And he's pretty God damn sexy doing it.
Tommy: is hard to look at now. He had fun in New Zealand. We went tubing, and water skiing, and parasailing, and all that good stuff. But when it comes down too it, he really could be a little depressed. He really does miss his Carty.. I do too. So does Cole. Hell, even Zack's said "Ukarman" a couple times. But Tommy isnt Tommy lately. Honestly, I hope he gets himself in trouble soon. He's lost his funnyness, and that really makes our family a little less fun to be a part of.
Zack: Better known as MONSTER ZACK, RAWWWRRR!!! He does it all the time. ALLL THE TIME. He'll build a sand castle, then look at me and say "Mummy! Mummy!" "Yes, Zack?" "RAWRRRR MONSER ACK!!!" Then he smashes the sand castle. We were driving to go somewhere one day, and we're talking about you guys. And then Zack says, "Ukarman hot?" and Tommy's like "HELL YEAH" cause Tommy taught Zack to call Cartman hot or something. And then Zack was like "...Ukack hot?" And it was just real cute.
Skye: Took her first steps. And now she's starting to walk. And as much as it kills me to know she's walking, and is going to be ELEVEN MONTHS OLD in a few days, it's just so adorable. But she hasnt said her first words yet. I mean, she says mama and dada.. but no REAL words. We're hoping she does soon. Well.. sort of. I know once she starts talking, she WONT shut up. She's be asking for makeup, hairclips, tutus, and all that girly stuff that kind of annoys me after a while. But it's so cute on her. Shes the girliest baby you'll ever meet.
Ivy: is the most independant baby you'll ever meet.. (well, hopefully you'll meet her one day) She cries when she wants food. You feed her, she shuts up. She cries a little while later when her diapers dirty, you change her, she shuts up. She knows what she wants and when she wants it. And she's ready for the world :) But she sure is the opposite of Skye. She does not like it when we dress her up.
Lily: is the msot DEPENDANT baby you'll ever meet. Oh, her and Ivy are COMPLETELY different. She doesnt cry too often, she's a really quiet girl. But she needs comfort.. and a lot of it.. 24/7. That's why this email is still going on. I need to stay up with Lily and I have nothing better to do.. cause its 2:30 in the morning.. I'm having sleep withdrawl..
*falls asleep* ... right after I post some pictures of miss. skye
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