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Friday, October 22, 2010

Bambi.

July 13th 2010
So I guess I have some good news and some bad news,

Good News:
I'm not feeling terrible about not seeing you anymore. It's still kinda chapping me, but I got my hope back for the most part. Chea.

Bad News 1:
The twins are a month old :( HOW DID THAT EVEN HAPPEN. They were JUST born, werent they? I mean, COME ON. Ivy can already smile, Lily's neck support is already really good. They're still newborns, right? Yeah, they're newbornss for AT LEAST the first 2 months. Anyway, I'm pretty choked up about this.

Bad News 2: (and this one is actually bad news)
So Claire collapsed yesterday. Like, she just got a sudden pain and collapsed. And Jaxon and Julia called the ambulance, and shes been in the hospital ever since then. They're still doing tests on her. It wasnt safe for the baby, so they had to give her an emergancy C section. And the baby was born okay. She named her Juliette. Then Claire held her. And then Juliette died. And it has been SO hard on Cole. And she's scared shitless. And as much as I hate it, they want to be together. So he left today to go see her. We got into a little fight too, cause I was kinda being a bitch about it. Cause Claire only wanted Cole to go, and Cole didnt want us to go, and it made me think that they were gunna start shit again. And I said some bitchy things. BUT SO DID COLE SO WHATEVER. Anyways, we're all good now. But Cole's gone. He wanted to take one of the kids to make it easier for me, but I didnt want to leave any of em. So the next weeks gunna be really hard for him and me. Cause I gotta take care of all the kdis, and he obvously has some feelings for Claire that he has to work out cause WE ALL KNOW IT ISNT ABOUT HER BEING SICK OR SCARED AT ALL. fuck. Ass hole.
Oops. I guess I am mad.

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Dear Loves,

If you`re reading this, hi. You`re awesome and yes its been FOREVER since you went away but I still miss all of you so much and want to share my life with you, regardless of whether or not you want to be a part of it again or just want to read about it (but you should totally leave a comment if you do read this) I started this in hopes of being with you again but since I`m pretty sure thats not going to happen, and I`m completely fine with not seeing you until we`re all in Heaven, this blog has become more of a release from the stresses of life. It`s a time to ramble about awesome things and make myself laugh, cause I do that a lot nowadays. If you are reading this; there`s a few things you need to know. One, I`m sorry for everything. Two, I have four kids now and I`m single. Three, I`m AWESOME. And so is my family and friends. So you should read this. OkayÉ OKAY! Stupid É

One last thing- we love you and miss you.

Not Zack?

Chances are, if anyone finds this blog, Zack or any of his family members wont be one of them. If you are one of the other people who somehow found their way to this blog; hi. I'm Maria. But your probably more curious as to who the heck Zack and The Love's are. Zack is someone I grew up with- someone who I fell in love with and made mistakes with. Vanessa is his wife. Miley, Kellyanne, and Cartman are Zacks siblings. They all live together. Tommy and Cartman were best friends. We were all so close to each other. We did everything together. We made so many memories, some good, some bad. Most of them were good, but for the wrong reasons. Everything got complicated. It was my fault. They all left. I say they left April 2009, because thats the last time we were happy; they really left September 2009. Losing them has been the hardest thing, despite all of the hard ships I've been though in my life. We were family.

We dont think we will ever see the Love's again. This blog is all the hope I have. Its just a sliver of hope, but we're surviving off of it. But who knows, maybe if YOU follow this blog it will become more popular, and then they have a better chance at seeing us again.