May 12th 2010
GOLLY GEE I LOVE GLEE!!!!!!! Oh my goodness, I look forward to every Tuesday just to watch it with my fam jam. I really liked yesterdays episode, cause Kurt (the gay guy) was all, "I'm not a box. Theres more than four sides to me" because its really hard for his dad to accept the fact he's gay. And then he makes out with some ditzy chick to try and not be gay. I really hope him and his father work things out. Then me and Cole started talking about what it would be like if Zack was gay.. and I mean, we'd love him NO MATTER WHAT, but I really, really, REALLY hope he isnt going to grow up gay. I dont think he will be, I mean, he calls girls hot ALL the time (His father and him rate girls on the internet.. a lot. Tommy joins in to sometimes) but sometimes he calls boys hot too... then again, he calls curtains hot too... I think the boy is a little confused.
I just really want him to be straight.
Common, I want some grand children.
Plus Zack is definitly NOT a gay name.. unless we're talking about Mr. Efron of course.
CONFESSION TIME.. Im kind of.. SCARED. To have the twins. I mean, I'm already a mom, and I think I'm doing a pretty good job at it.. and Cole's doing an awesome job at being a dad.. but what if we screw things over? I mean, we're 22 and 23, we're not completely MATURE. I dont really want to be comepletely mature right now.
Did I tell you, that on Saturday when the police came to the door they said "we dont expect much from young parents" I mean COMMON. It pissed me off but scared me too. What if I'm not living up to the mom standard? I want to be as good a mom as my mom was. I dont think I can do that. Who's the guy from Owl City? Adam Young? hes so ugly. wtf. (hes on family channel right now)
Looking forward to next Tuesday.YOU KNOW WHAT? These emails are much more liek a journal than an email.
Maria over and out.
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