Letter to Vanessa (#6)

I bet your wondering "where does she even get the time to write this much?" Dont worry, I wonder the same thing...
Alright, time to continue. I FEEL A RANT COMIN ON.
So, where were we? Oh yes, she wrapped her legs around him. BUT THEN. She proceeded to make out with him. Tommy says "Coles arms were around her, but they werent on her boobs so I guess he was sort of okay.
Claire: Tell me you want me.
He never said anything. OOH, BITCH GOT OWNED! But he kept making out with her.. so thats 1 Claire/0 Maria.
But Claire wants more points. She let go of him for a second, stripped down till she was wearing NOTHING, and kept making out with him. 2/0.
Kay, lets pause there for a second. Vanessa, IMAGINE. Your husband, and me in a hot tub. Making out. And im trying to have sex with him. and he is SOOO close to falling for it. Think of how heart breaking it would be to even think of your husband loving someone else like that. Now think of Me. Think of me not giving a shit about your feelings, and getting COMPLETELY naked, and trying to take his clothes off. What would you think of me in that situation? .. Yeah, thats what I thought about Claire.
Then, ALL OF A SUDDEN, as Claire was trying to take Cole's bottoms off, he opened his eyes. And he got up and threw Claires clothes at her. And then his rant started.
Cole: GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!
1 point for me.
Cole: GET YOUR FUCKING CLOTHES ON AND LEAVE AND NEVER EVER COME BACK AND IF YOU DO I'LL GET A RESTRAINING ORDER!
Another point for me. we're tied, 2/2.
Cole: I CANT BELIEVE YOUD EVEN THINK OF DOING THIS!! DO YOU THINK I ACTUALLY WOULD? DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MUCH A LOVE MARIA? GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEAD YOU FUCKING SLUT!
I couldnt agree more. 3 maria, 2 claire.
Cole: AND DONT START CRYING AND GIVING EXCUSES CAUSE THESE ARE THE LAST WORDS I'LL EVER SAY TO YOU, CLAIRE! I AM NOT AT ALL ATTRACTED TO YOU.
heeellll yeah. one more point for me. but it wasnt done.
Cole: RIGHT NOW I WISH YOU'D DIE SLOWLY AND PAINFULLY AND I KIND OF WANT TO KILL YOU MYSELF!
he started going a little too far there. He regrets that line.
Cole: I GAVE YOU SO MANY CHANCES AND YOU BLEW THEM ALL! YOU MADE PROMISES TO ME THAT YOU NEVER KEPT! WELL, BITCH, I KEEP MY PROMISES SO HERES A PROMISE FROM ME TO YOU. I PROMISE YOU THAT NO MATTER HOW FUCKING HARD YOU TRY, YOU WILL NEVER GET IN BETWEEN ME AND MARIA!
I think I'm gunna win this battle. 5 for Me, 2 for Claire.
Cole: OH, AND FOR THE RECORD, YOU HAVE NO BOOBS WHAT SO EVER.
DING DING DING, WE HAVE A WINNER.
But Claire wasnt done fighting. Her clothes were on now, and she was crying. lots.
Claire: IF YOUR LEAVING ME THEN YOUR NEVER GOING TO SEE JAXON AND JULIA AGAIN!
Cole: IF YOU REALLY LOVE THEM YOULL LET ME SEE THEM BECAUSE THEY LOVE ME! OH, HERE! BEST FRIENDS BRACELET? IN CASE YOU DOING KNOW, CLAIRE, BEST FRIENDS DONT HAVE SEX!
That whole bracelet thing was pretty cliche. Anyway, he ripped it off and threw it into the field.
Cole: NOW LISTEN, BITCH! THESE ARE THE LAST WORDS I'M EVER GOING TO SAY TO YOU, AND ONCE I SAY THEM, YOU LEAVE. GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE YOU WHORE AND NEVER EVER COME BACK! BECAUSE, CLAIRE FORGENSON, I HATE YOU.
And then she left.
WELL, THATS THE END OF THAT STORY. But, hey, I got time. Wanna hear what happens NEXT, in the frustrating life of Maria? Sure you do. I guess Cole's whole "Never come back" and I "I hate you" didnt really last.
Oh by the way, if your wondering how I know exactly what they say- its cause Tommy writes them down. ALRIGHT. So, it was about a month later.
So remember how last time, I wasnt there because I took all the kids out? Well, this time, Cole was out with all the kids. So when the doorbell rang, it was a little different.
I answered the door. There she was. Fucking Claire. She gave me the meanest glare and got right to the point.
Claire: Where is he?
Maria: Who?
Claire: Cole.
Maria: Get out.
I tried to close the door, but she pushed it open again. thats point 1 for her.
Claire: I need to talk to him.
She let herself inside and started looking for him. She walked to the kitchen. I followed.
Maria: He's not here. Leave. he doesnt want to see you. Ever.
Claire: For all you know.
2 Claire/0 Maria.
Maria: What are you talking about?
Claire: nothing.
Maria: No, What are you talking about? He doesnt want to see you. You almost had sex with him and he got pissed and made you leave.
Claire: Yeah, that happened. But who says we havent seen each other since then?
Maria: YOU HAVENT!
Claire: Oh, really? And where was Cole Friday night, one week ago?
Maria: He stayed at the hospital over night because...
he avoided telling me why. I then realized.. that Claire got another point. 3/0
Maria: WHAT DID YOU DO TO HIM!?!
Claire: I did nothing, Maria. It what he did to me.
Maria: he wouldnt.
Claire: He would.
maria: HE DIDNT!
Claire: HOW WOULD YOU KNOW!?! YOU DONT KNOW HIM ANY BETTER THAN I DO!
Maria: WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!?! I'VE KNOWN HIM FOR TWENTY YEARS! OF COURSE I KNOW HIM BETTER THAN YOU!
Claire: WELL I KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT HIM YOU DONT!
Maria: I KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM! HE WOULDNT DO THAT TO ME! HE WOULD NEVER HAVE SEX WITH YOU!
Claire: REALLY MARIA? THEN YOU OBVIOUSLY DONT KNOW HIM AT ALL! HE HASNT TOLD YOU ANYTHING? WOW, HE MUST HAVE BEEN HONEST WHEN HE TOLD ME HE DIDNT WANT YOU!
I knew she was lying here. 4 Claire/ 0 Maria. but then i got P I S S E D.
I pushed Claire into a counter, and she hit her head and started to bleed.
4/1
Claire threw a pot at my stomach. When I was pregnant with the twins.
5/1
Claire: WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM!?!
Maria: HE'S MY HUSBAND!
I took a plate and threw it at Claire, and it hit her arm. The plate broke.
5/2
Claire: HE'S SUPPOSED TO BE MINE!
Maria: NO HE'S NOT! GET THE FUCK OUT!
Claire pushed me into my moms old piano. My head started to bleed. She started throwing the broken pieces of glass at me.
Claire: I'M NOT GIVING UP ON HIM!
Maria: HE DOESNT WANT YOU!!
I got up and bitch slapped her.
5/3
Maria: GET THAT THROUGH YOUR HEAD!
Claire: MARIA, GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEAD THAT YOU CANT HAVE EVERYTHING YOU WANT!
She pushed me into a glass table. It hurt SO MUCH. I touched my hand to my head. It was covered in blood.
6/3
But then I pushed her into a counter. and broke down.
Maria: I KNOW I CANT HAVE EVERYTHING I WANT!I WANTED A DAD WHO LOVED ME, AND THAT NEVER HAPPENED! I WANTED A MOM TO RAISE ME BUT SHE DIED! I WANTED A SECOND CHANCE, BUT THAT NEVER HAPPENED! I WANT ZACK, AND HE'S GONE! COLE IS THE ONLY THING I HAVE! DONT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT!?! I DONT BELONG HERE!
I fell to my knees. I was so weak. I just cried. She didnt feel any sympathy what so ever. She found a knife, and threw it at me.
Claire: YOU SELFISH BITCH!
The knife cut my hand.
7/3
Maria: I'M NOT SELFISH! BUT, GOD, YOU ARE! YOU'RE SUCH A WHORE!
I took the knife and threw it at Claire. it scratched her face.
7/4
She pinned me against the wall.
8/4
Claire: STOP SAYING THOSE THINGS! I HAVE A HEART, YOU KNOW! I HAVE FEELINGS! GOD, I DONT KNOW WHY EVERYONE ELSE LOVES YOU! ITS NOT LIKE YOU DESERVE IT!
And then, she found a rope. Fuck, i hate rope. Do you know why? I'm sure Zack has told you. She wrapped it around my neck. I was crying SO hard.
Claire: SO ITS THIS HOW YOU WATCHED YOUR DAD KILL YOUR MOM!?!?
I cried and just said "Please stop." But she started to choke me. And she didnt stop.
1013294820194838 for Claire/ 4 for me.
Thank the Lord my brother spies. He called the police. But before the police came, Cole came in the door. He put the babies down and ran into the kitchen. He got in between us and pushed Claire away and took the rope off my neck. but I was PISSED.
Cole: Are you okay?
Maria: YOU HAD SEX WITH HER, DIDNT YOU!?!?
I'll admit that I went a little overboard. I threw the knife at Cole. His face started to bleed. But Cole ignored it, and turned around to Claire.
Cole: WHAT THE FUCK WHERE YOU THINKING!?! WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER!?
He punched her.
Claire: WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU MAD AT ME!?! I WASNT THE ONE WHO WANTED TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU! YOU HAD SEX WITH ME!
Cole pushed her into the glass table and got on the ground and punched her over and over and over. I went to go distract the kids.
Cole: YOU *punch* WHORE! *punch* WHY THE HELL *punch* DO YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME WANT YOU!? *punch* WHY DO YOU MAKE ME *punch* FEEL LIKE I NEED YOU!?! *punch* WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS *punch* TO ME!?!? *punch* I'M SUPPOSED TO BE OVER YOU! *punch* STOP *punch* DOING *punch* THIS! *punch*
Claire: STOP! I'M SORRY! COLE, I LOVE YOU. I DONT WANT TO BE BUT I AM!
She started making out with him. But he pushed her away. RIGHT away.
Cole: I'M MARRIED! I'M IN LOVE! LEAVE US ALONE!
He punched her until he knocked her out. it was so fucking scary to see and hear. The police came through the door. Cole got up.
Cole: She needs to go to the hospital. Now.
Police: Are you okay?
Cole: Yeah.
he was still bleeding from when I cut him.
Police: Is she?
He directed it at me.
Maria: I've been worse.
Unfortunately.
Police: We'll check you out.
He took a good look at me and saw i was pregnant and everything.
Police: Are the babies okay?
Maria: yeah.
Police: Can you explain whats going on?
Maria: No.
Police: You'll have to tell us at some-
Maria: Ow.
I put my hand on my head. It hurt. so bad.
Police: You have a few pretty deep cuts. Theres two ambulances here so we can stitch you up in one of them while we take away the other.
"The other" was already gone. Another police took her away. Cole hurt her really badly. I did too.
Maria: Kay.
Police: Are you the mother of these kids?
Police: Is that their father?
he nodded towards Cole.
Maria: Yeah.
Cole: I`ll take care of them.
The police whispered to me.
Police: Is he going to hurt them?
Maria: no.
I was so dizzy. They helped me out. I didnt look at Cole.
Later on that night, it was really quiet. I came back inside after talking to the police and getting a couple stitches. The police helped me in. I was in a lot of pain so they gave me a couple drugs. Cole covered me up. I woke up.
Maria: Go away.
Cole: I know we have to talk about it, but right now your hurt.
Maria: Because of you. Leave. Do me a favor and dont come back.
He had tears in his eyes. It killed me.
Cole: Dont do this to me.
Maria: Get out! get off of me!
I pushed his hands away.
Maria: Leave.
Cole: I'm not leaving.
Maria: GET OUT!
Cole: Dont leave me.
He sounded so helpless.
Maria: I'm not leaving you. Just, please, leave. For now.
Cole: Are you sure? Where should i go?
Maria: Maybe you should go to Claires. Just LEAVE.
Cole: Can I come back tomorrow?
Maria: I'll call you.
He put his hands on my face. I didnt take them off this time.
Cole: I love you.
Maria: I love you, too. Just go.
Cole: Can I stay just until you fall asleep? I dont want you to be in pain.
Maria: Fine. Then promise you'll leave.
Cole: I promise.
Maria: Dont even try to explain shit. Dont even talk.
I closed my eyes. He kissed me. I took his hand. I kissed his hand. And when I woke up, he was gone.
Damn. pretty intense shit, hey? AND THATS NOT EVEN THE END! But thats definitely the worst of it.