Letter to Vanessa (#1)

January 19th 2010

Hiii :)

I dont know what to say, really. I didnt feel like emaling Zack, or Kellyanne, or Cartman. I felt like emailing YOU for some reason, so thats what Im going to do. If Im going to be emailing your family, your included. If you dont mind, I'm just going to tell you whats currently going on with us. Maybe itll be usful in the future. A good way to catch up on things ;)

So, Im pregnant with twins. But I already wrote that to Zack. I showed Zack and Kellyanne what Skye looks like, and I showed Cartman what Tommys been looking like. For now, I'll focus on TODAY, January 19th 2010.

Cole put Zacks hair in a mohawk today! :D It was really cute. MAN our sons gunna be hot. We took sooo many pictures, but Im too lazy to put them on the computer, hahah. IM SO TIRED. God, I hate pregnancy.

Theres something i havent told Kelllyanne, Cartman, OR Zack; but I think I'll tell you. Its more Cole's buisness than mine but, you were sorta kinda friends with Cole, right? OH WAIT I DID TELL ZACK ABOUT THIS. Ill just tell you in more detail.

When me and Cole were dating, like REALLY dating, we both knew we were gunna get married, he cheated on me. It was just a one night thing, but still. We were basiclly engaged. Actually, we got engaged 4 months after he cheated. Anyway, the girl got pregnant. Cole knew this, and he talked to the girl, and helped her out throughout the pregnancy. When the baby girl was born, he named her Bella-Maria. Sorry, I like bolding things. You get the WEIRDEST cravings when your pregnant. I JUST HAD TO BOLD HER NAME, I HOPE YOU DONT MIND. HOLLLY SHIIIIT IM A LOSER. Okay, anyway. In November, at 1 in the morning, the doorbell rang. This four year old girl is there and shes like "Yoour my daddy." CRAZY SHIT, IT WAS. Turns out, the mom died.

Oh, by the way, Bella is beautiful in italian. So its like.. beautiful Maria, cause, you know. yeah. aw man, my cats on the keyboard. ANYWAY. Bella lives with her grandparents but she hangs out with us a lot. We took her to Disney Land in December. Now, would you like to see some pictures of her? CUTEST. GIRL., EVER, she is.

The first picture is from Disney Land, she got a princess makeover :P The second is when her and Cole were making faces at each other.And the last is when I was laying beside her. She always looks at me like this. Im like her goddess or something.

--mariia.