August 14th 2010
So its been a week since the crash, and things are going smoothly... sort of anyway. I mean, they're going smoothly for having a ten year old, a two year old, a one year old, and twins who are 2 months old AND a husband who just cheated on me and got into a car crash and is always drugged up and has stitches everywhere. Sigh. This sucks.
But I have found time late at night where everyone, including Cole, is asleep and I can have time to myself. This past week has been hell. Its so hard to take care of the kids when all I wanna do is take care of Cole, and when I take care of Cole I'm not sure if I want to cry or yell. I'm so pissed at him, but i feel so bad for him.
But on the bright side, the twins are 2 months old and they've lost most of their newborn-ness. Now they're just... babies. :)
But you know, Cole just woke up. I should go.
I really miss you.
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