I'm so G.

March 20th 2010
Its all about O R G I N I Z A T I O N now a days, ZackLove.
Week 22- The Twins:
They can touch themselves now.. maybe I am happy they arent boys.. I dont want sons masturbating in my womb. And, man, are they ever GROWIN. They're brains are fully developed thiss week, AND THEY HAVE HAIR- hopefully its black hair. I might murder Cole if its not. They can start to taste things too- but honestly, what is there to taste in a womb? Not much. THEY ALMOST WEIGH A POUND. isnt that just the sexiest thing you ever heard? Its so seducing. So arousing.
Tommy's First Kiss:
HI ZACK. Tommy here. maria says i should tell you about my first kiss. well im dating sammy. you always told me id get married to her.and maybe your penis is right again. your right. zack is always right :O oh fuck im gunna prove you wrong one day! anyway. it was magical. it took place on YOUR DRIVEWAY. you see i was missing carty and sammy was there and i was going on about how i never get what i want. and she was like "well what do you want" so i wass like "i want carty and i want to play on funbrain with kellyanne and i want maria to not have cancer and i want dinos to really live in garages and i want to kiss you and-"AND THEN BAM. she kissed me RIGHT SMACK DAB ON THE LIPS. i really like her. well. see you.
Something Signifigant:
Last night, I walked into my room and I SWEAR I saw Cole taking pills. I dont remember if I said WTF or WTH- but it was one of the two, cause i was really confused. I thought Cole was some kind of drug addict for a second :O But, honestly, maybe a drug addict husband would be better than a depressed one. They were depression pills. And to make it worse, its my fault. Like ACTUALLY MY FAULT. He told me he's been depressed since July 2nd. Its one thing that I didnt notice he's been depressed for almost a year, but its another that I was the reason. That day was the day I told him I was in love with you. And he's been depressed since then. Like- ligit depressed. But I dont know how to change that.
But on the Bright Side:
I AM OVER YOU. Im still in love with you, but I am ligit OVER YOU. To ligit to quit. If I ever see you again, TOTAL JUST FRIENDS. And crazy ass parties. And lots of alcohol. Ive decided not to think about what might NOT be- Im gunna focus more on what might BE.