my christmas list

hi zack i had a sleepover with my friends on saturday and it was really fun becuase we are all really awesome and you arent and you suck and zack is two and time goes by so fast and wow and me and travis and jaxon and jake are all gunna do something awesome (a prank but i wont mention it here) maria says i need to make my christmas list so im going to here. That was all one sentense MUAHAHAHAHHAHA I am awesonme.
1) A really warm and awesome blanket.
2) COD black opps (she wont get it for me cause i'll get "obsessed")
3) A laptop with a webcam.
4) To unblock the restricted sites (its about time)
5) Some condoms. Gold ones.
6) A laundry basket.
7) A bunch of cooking supplies.
8) Some drums.
9) A day off school.
10) Some binoculars
11) a rope
12) a face mask
13) a morph suit
14) That cowboy suit
15) a fishing rod
16) Some fish hooks.
17) a boat to fish in
18) A car
19) A radio installed in my jeep
20) A brain
21) Something hand made
22) Cooking stuff
23) A hat
24) Another nephew
25) a really big bra.
My biggest wish for christmas is you guys. But the list of things I really want would make Maria sad. But it goes like this:
1) To see Carty again
2) To see Kellyanne again
3) to see Miley again
4) To see Vanessee again
5) To see Tom again
6) To see Derek again
7) To see Jeremy again.
8) To see Tina Llamas again
9) To see TEDDY again!
10) Hell, even to see you again.
11) To go to your cabin.
12) To see Marias reaction when she sees you again
13) To ride in my jeep with Carty
14) To tell Tom my secrets
15) To do some cool dances
16) To hear your "funky" vocabulary again
17) To have a campfire again
I just want you to hear us when we talk to you. I want to know whats going on with you. I want you guys to be happy but i dont know if you are. You could be dead. if you are dead, you should send me a dream tonight. ok? thanks. i hope your alive. Im really really sad. i think cole and maria are too sometimes but they dont really show it. im not supposed to be this way. but im really sad and i just wanna feel closer to you. I miss you all so much, im supposed to be married to kellyanne. I dont even know if we got a divorse and what about Vanessee's boobs? I wonder if they are just as big as before or even BIGGER. I wonder what new words you say. I bet if you were here youd say things like grenade and snooki from jersey shore. And I bet Maria and Kellyanne would talk abotu sexy guys from harry potter and maybe Vanessee too. I try not to think about Cartman cause thats the worst. what if he doesnt think of me? What if he has new best friends? What if he doesnt even care if I see him again? What if he doesnt want to see me again? That would be the worst. I miss him so much. I miss all of you. I'm sorry i always said i wanted you to die. i didnt. you were always really awesome. i get why you left. maria fucked up. but i did too and even cole. we all messed up and have so many regrets. im sorry. i think we all are. i want to hope again and i want to believe in miracles. you guys were like a miracle to us. i know i sound really stupid right now though and i think if you saw this youd be like "fuck they're such a depressing family, im never going back to them" but we arent. Wed have a fun tmie if we saw you again. I just miss you thats all. but your still really ugly, sorry.
i dont have a lisp anymore.