So I'm watching the "American Music Awards" at the moment and Enrique Enlgasias is preforming. His microphone is auto tuned. He can't really sing but he's pretty sexy to he's allowed to cheat. I really like the font of this weeks picture. Its called "A turtle and Two Doves" or something. I think I'm gunna use it more often. I also LOVE how your last name is love, cause it could be "Zack Love's weekly subscription" as in, its YOUR weekly subscription or it could be "Zack loves weekly subscription" like, you just LOVE these weekly subscriptions. WOOOO!! GO ENRIQUE!!!! I think its so sexy when people can speak other languages. When Cole speaks Italian I'm just like DAMN. But italian accents are kind of gross... but Cole doesnt sound like Mario so its all good. I really hate how my name is spelt so close to Mario. Theres such a huge difference though. Mario vs. Maria. Who do you think would win? Miley Cyrus is preforming now. She's actually NOT ripping off her clothes. Sorry dude, but after she wrote "Can't be Tamed" I kinda wanted to... uh. I don't know. I just dont like her anymore. This show is really distracting me :P OKAY, I SHOULD PROBABLY TALK ABOUT OUR WEEK, HEY? I feel like stuff actually happened :)
Stuff that happened: Kay, lets think. MONDAY! Cole won tickets to the PRE SCREENING of Harry Potter, so him, me, AND Tommy all went to see it! OMG ZACK, IT WAS SO AMAZING! I mean, I dont really ever dislike things, but there is no doubt in my mind that that isnt an amazing movie. Did that make sense? The black eyed pees are distracting me. ANYWAY, I REALLY LIKED IT! Voldemort is chasing everyone down, and Harrys all... "DESTROY THE WHORECRUXES!" And I was like, yeah, Harry, please go destroy Claire. And it was kinda weird when Harry and Hermione were having sex in the mist, but you know... whatever. THEN ON TUESDAY... really nothing happened. And Wednesday was pretty normal too. The babies all take a swimming class that day, and I get to watch Cole play with all the kids in the pool. Its very nice to see. :) OOH, KATY PERRY IS SINGING NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I like watching her sing. So much. Theres a bunch of little boys singing too. I really love her. Really, really... A LOT. She's my favorite. She messed up, but thats okay. I love her. So much. Okay, anyway, Nothing happened on the eighteenth, but I memorized a youtube video :) CLICK THIS! I MEMORIZED THIS! And then proceeded to go to the PREMIERE of Harry Potter with Cole. (Its great, I can go out with him and Claire gets to stay home and babysit. She actually is a really good babysitter, and a good person.) But then on Friday, she kissed Cole. Cole didn't know I was there, I kinda just walked in on the wrong time. I don't really know what to think of it. if anything, it just made me miss all of you. It would be a lot better if I could rant to you. And if you could offer me some kind words, I would be SO happy. Cole and I talked about it. We're both okay. I guess. Cole likes her a lot. And he's starting to admit that. But he wants to fight it. I dont know if he should. Maybe if he just accepts it he'll be fine. I dont know. It's all a little too confusing, and I don't like to think about it. Claire loves him. That's all. And I'm not mad at her. And I'm not mad at Cole. I just wish they didnt love each other so much.
The babies (and Tommy): I can't even believe Zack is almost two. It's like... impossible. I don't want to face the facts :( IT SUCKS. He's growing up too fast, and mummy feels old, and mummy just wants her baby boy. I got lots of baby girls, BUT I WANT MY BABY BOY! Skye is talking a lot now, I LOVE IT! They both do. And the twins are always sitting up. AND TEETHING! THEY ARE BOTH TEETHING! Ivy is probably going to get her teeth a little sooner, but they are both chewing on EVERYTHING! And it's also a little painful for them, but mummy and daddy are helping them through that. But Lily is a little ahead of Ivy in the crawling stage. She's ALMOST there, but Ivy still has quite a ways to go.
Today: Today Tommy ran up to me, and BEGGED me to have his friends over for a sleepover next weekend. I decided he could (I really hope I don't regret that decision) and he got SO EXCITED! It was freakin CRAZY. Cole and I have been going through the kids clothes, donating things the dont use and stuff like that. He wants to go through MY clothes now. Apparently they get everywhere, and new clothes just keep appearing. Hm, thats weird, Cole... I wonder how that happened... :) BUT SERIOUSLY, I DONT WANNA GIVE ANYTHING ELSE UP! But thats what we're about to be up too. After I'm done writing this, its off to the closet for me.
aight Zack, thats whats been up with us this week.
Well, actually, lets break the ice here. Do you feel the tension? or is that just me? I miss you A TON. Maybe the hope is jusst fading more and more, but I don't know really. I just miss you. And I WANNA WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS! IS THAT SO HARD!?!? Uh. Whatever. ONE THING IS FOR SURE: its possible. And if its possible, hope is possible. I just dont know if I should hope. Should I? or am I just getting my hopes up when theres nothing to hope for? Still, I'd rather have false hope than face you being gone. Sorry, I think vulnerable, retarded Maria is starting to come up. Lets call THAT side of me Mario. Cause that is the stupid side.
I really am happy! :D
Cole keeps saying he has THE BEST Christmas present for me. Ever since yesterday, and I'M REALLY CURIOUS. But I have NO IDEA what to get him. what do you want for Christmas? Cool.
ehehehehehehehehhehehehhehehehe. The thought of intercourse just came into my head. How's your sex life going? Mine's PRETTY GOOD, I gotta say. But well, maybe thzat wasnt something I should have said. Taylor Swift sings about Taylor Laughter.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA. "back to December." You heard that song? yeah, its about him.
I think they should get back together. Maria is all for Taylor and Taylor. "So this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night. And I go back to December all the time." Thats kinda weird, it reminds me of the times we were douchebags in December. December 15th 2007- remember that? Everything changed that day. For me, anyway. You said you`d always be there to catch me or something like that. YOU LIAR! Its all good though. I got other people to catch me. And memories of you catch me when I fall, too. Your pretty much the only reason I fall though. Well, it isnt YOU. its the missing of you. and the memory of you.
BUT I`M OKAY! REALLY, I AM! I THINK MARIO JUST CAME BACK FOR A SECOND. UGH.
Taylor Swift is really pretty. WHAT, SHES SINGING A SONG NOW THAT SHE DOESNT EVEN SING! `its too late to apologize` I bet you thats what Taylor said to Taylor :(
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