I'm so foxy. SOOOOO FOXY.
Yes, ZackLove, I know I'm writing your Sunday Subscription on a Tuesday. I HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF YOU GUYS, WHAT CAN I SAY?
So, whats been going on? Nothing and everything all at the same time, honestly. It feels like so much has changed since I last talked to you, even though it wasnt that long ago. But It has. I guess just my mood has changed. I dont know if I'm sad or happy. I think its happy. But Its like "I dont really wanna write to Zack right now." I dont know why, its like, I keep thinking about it but I dont. And I havent been thinking about you. Like, not at all. I mean, I'm REALLY getting over you. I still love you to death, but its like, it just doesnt matter anymore. Its been a year and a half. Almost two years since Aitutaki. Everything that ever happened with us, knowing you, and that feeling you gave me is SO distant. Its so distant that I just cant care about it. And I guess if you really think about it, thats a sad thing. Cause with you guys, there was happiness. And now all the happiness is fake, and I know that. But I'm so used to it now I cant even believe my own words. But maybe this is just a phase.
WE'RE AT YOUR CABIN! Cole kept saying he had the best present for us. The people in the cabin RIGHT BESIDE yours sold theirs, and Cole BOUGHT IT. ITS SO NICE TO BE HERE! And I THINK you might be here too. Oh, and incase you didnt know, thats why Cole wanted us to be done all our christmas shopping by Friday.
WELL THIS ONE WAS SUPER SHORT, BUT IM GONNA BE HONEST, ITS THURSDAY NOW AND I DONT WANNA WRITE THIS. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. More detail next Sunday. Promise.
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