And I found a bunch of emails from YOUR family to OURS.
We were sending emails to EACH OTHER. And I hadn't seen any of them.
They are beautiful little treasures.
This one was the first one I clicked, from Tommy to Kellyanne:
I laughed my face off for about 30 seconds when I saw that. And then it hit me.
That THAT isnt coming back.
That laugh wasnt a laugh I've laughed since we were together. I read that email and felt that "WITH THE LOVES" feeling. And I realized that I was a fucking depressed, stupid idiot. I never knew I was THAT needy and THAT bad. I wish. I wish that tonight God could send me back. Or send me forward. Anywhere to be with you. Because that stupid email that Tommy wrote to Kellyanne just changed everything.
I suddenly want to fight for you again.
I really. REALLLY. want to.
So sorry if the next few emails are kind of "in a funk"
Anyway, HAVE A GOOD LOL AT THAT EMAIL. :D
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