
Hi. This is Maria Faith/Love speaking. So.. this isn't cool. It`s been a couple days since I`ve written. YOU THOUGHT I WOULDN'T `T DO IT! Maybe I WONT POST THIS! Just was not in the mood, you know? That's kind of why I procrastinated so much. I've kind of been having one of those days, you know, not in the best of moods; it happens to everybody I'm sure. It happens to you. You're not in a good mood every day are yah!? WELL NEITHER AM I. AND I'M MARIA I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ALWAYS IN A GOOD MOOD! But I think back to a wise man who once told me "Maria you gotta build bridges. Peaks and valleys, peaks and valleys. BRIDGES." And i said to that wise man, "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?" And then he explained to me... peaks and valleys Maria, peaks and valleys. Bridges, Maria. You're happy one day, you're up, you're on the top of the mountain; the peak. And then the next day in the VALLEY. In the valley of the shadow of DEATH AND YOU FEEL SO EMO, EMO TEARS OF BLOOD FALL DOWN YOUR FACE IN THE SHAME OF ENLIGHTENMENT'S. I just say words that I know, I don't think they actually go together correctly. I just say words. Anyways, so its up and down; you know what it is everybody goes through it. You're happy one day, sad the other day. And the bridges are the pathways from the peaks skipping the valley to go directly to another peak. It's just a bridge that you build that you say to yourself, "You know what? I'm not gonna be in a bad mood." NO. I REFUSE TO ACCEPT THIS MOOD I'M IN RIGHT NOW AND I'M GONNA BE HAPPY. I'm gonna smile, take a deep breath of oxygen, I'm gonna eat three cheeseburgers... maybe you don't do that, maybe that's just me... and I'm gonna be HAPPY. And thats what you do, and sometimes its easier said than done but I am a firm believer that we can make a conscience choice to simply choose the way that we feel by DECIDING THAT. To say, you know, me (that's what I call myself when I'm alone... ME) You know what, ME? I just don't feel good right now. And I don't wanna feel that way anymore. SO YOU KNOW WHAT I'M GONNA DO? I'M GONNA BE HAPPY. OOOOOH YEAH I AM BABY. And then I say to myself, "why are you talking in that creepy voice, that's really weird. You're scaring me."
Anyway's, one thing that doctors say that I think is true; by smiling, the simple act of smiling even if you don't feel like smiling will put you physiologically in a better mood if you choose to go like this.

Choose to be the yellow guy. No matter what the outside influences are, no matter how everyone is negative and pessimistic and thinks the whole world is going to hell in a hand bag, you can be the yellow guy.
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