Im gonna drive.

Vanessa, Kellyanne, and Miley;
we gotta have a girl talk. Right here, right now. At 12:45am.
I know I haven't been posting much to any of you guys. I've been way off track. And I've been SAYING there isn't much of a reason, but there obviously is. This is gonna be a serious one, but I'm sure the three of you can easily relate. And I need you right now.
Do you ever just go through these times where you realize how terrible the world really is? I mean, obviously, theres some amazing things in the world- but when it comes down to it, its terrible. I mean, look what we've done to it. Look what we've done to each other. We don't talk because I made a mistake. A big mistake, yeah, but it was a mistake all the same. And I think I deserve another chance to be with you. Everyone deserves another chance.
And then theres the feelings. Mostly for girls, I think, that's why I'm writing to you three. I mean, if you were to write out your feelings- ALL OF THEM, would you be happy at the end of writing that? I don't think so. We've been through some serious shit. So many people have.
EVERYONE HAS.
I guess thats because we have to learn our lessons and what doesn't kill us makes us stronger, but... everyone is just so sad. I don't know.
Anyway, the reason I haven't been writing I guess is because I've been in a bad kind of funk; and Cole and I had a pretty bad argument today. Its nothing to worry about, it just kind of sucks. It's nothing to do with Claire or anything, it was just... I don't know. Stupid crap. But we'll be fine :)
Tomorrow, I'm HONESTLY going to get back on track. I'll email Zack his subscription tomorrow, and Vanessa hers on Monday. And then we'll take it from there. I have a lot of pictures to get on the computer and print out.. I got a lot of stuff to catch up on.
I gotta get back to missing all of you.
Man, I'm in such a bad mood. I'm just gonna sing something. Thanks for listening. I love you.